dreams of poppies

dulcedoom:

iamthewalrus-creep:

nerdypartyman:

Holy shit. It’s just the gif. With the line. And not a joke or a meme or anything.
WHAT IS THIS

One does not simply find the original gif 

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dulcedoom:

iamthewalrus-creep:

nerdypartyman:

Holy shit. It’s just the gif. With the line. And not a joke or a meme or anything.

WHAT IS THIS

One does not simply find the original gif 

dot

(via inthegreenwood)

Posting most visual stuff (that’s not of me, obv) on pinterest right now.

Fuck everything forever why do I even try.  Get misgendered even when doing best to look completely my gender.  Why do I even. *hopeless*

First shoes.  Give me feels, but feel like so many parts of my history and identity coming together in this moment.
I worry about people I love being ashamed to be seen with me in them.
But.  I try to have faith and shut up the weaselbrain.
I love these shoes.

First shoes.  Give me feels, but feel like so many parts of my history and identity coming together in this moment.

I worry about people I love being ashamed to be seen with me in them.

But.  I try to have faith and shut up the weaselbrain.

I love these shoes.

So there I am

I’ve been having the verge-of-suicidal utterly hopeless kind of lower dysphoria recently

(and talked about it where this person can read)

and I’m tweeting about how terrified I am re my gender expression stuff meaning ppl won’t see me as male/that back-of-the-brain semi-rational fear that fabulous shoes = being kidnapped and forcibly detransitioned

and this cis person says

(this is not meant as an offense at all) Maybe you are just TOO fabulous for just one gender?

Thank fuck for sedatives.

spiralfish:

If I was thin I would do this.  With different shoes.
Having all the intersection-of-weight-and-gender-issues feels.  Ugh.

spiralfish:

If I was thin I would do this.  With different shoes.

Having all the intersection-of-weight-and-gender-issues feels.  Ugh.

(via cauda-pavonis)

I don’t have enough strength or enough courage for this.

My wife is helping me to look at wigs. <3

Ugh ~feels~ D:

I used to have a dress like this, and though I say so my self, I looked fucking amazing. *only able to say this cos tipsy*

I used to have a dress like this, and though I say so my self, I looked fucking amazing. *only able to say this cos tipsy*